So, why am I running so much? Even on days when I do not want to? When I have to run on a treadmill and I am BORED during the whole run?
Isn't that what I am supposed to be doing for J? Getting him ready for the marathon of life? Sometimes there are going to be things that you have to do that will bore you. That you won't want to do. But it is so that you can become better and ultimately, achieve your goal.