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The First Step

They say the first step in recovery is admitting you have a problem.

Hi, my name is Katie and I am a runner.

I think I have a problem. I have become addicted to running. Now, I never thought this would actually happen to me. I figured I was just too slow to be one of those people who actually "needed" to run. I haven't even run for very long. But, here I am realizing that I may be addicted to running. And the only reason that I think this is because I have withdrawal symptoms.

I have been totally off of running for 2 weeks now and I still have 4 more weeks to go in my air cast before the Dr. gives me the OK to try to run again. Darn stress fracture! I am still working out; biking, learning to enjoy the elliptical. But, it is just not the same as running.

When I get to the gym in the morning, and walk past the treadmills, I look wistfully at the people running on them. I try to guess how fast they are going and I try to peek at the console to see how many miles they ran. (Weird, I know) I find myself gravitating to conversations about running. If you can't do it, you might as well talk about it right? And of course, I have the other classic withdrawal symptoms:I get more agitated more quickly, my patience level is just not what it is while I am running, I sleep longer and am prone to lots of mood swings.

A few days ago I looked at my husband and said, "I think I am depressed." He asked me when these feelings started and I replied "Right around Christmas." He said, "Katie, that is when you had to stop running because of your leg." He then proceeded to remind me how happy I was when I was running. How I was less stressed and enjoyed everything so much more.

OK, so maybe I am addicted to running . . .

Is there a 12 step program for runners? ;-)

Comments

  1. Hi, Katie!

    *standing and proceeding to front of room*

    My name is Lynn. I am a runner.

    I stopped running around Halloween due to a severe sinus infection - a person cannot run if they cannot breathe effectively.

    I miss running. I am now plagued by what appear to be sinus allergy symptoms. *sad face* Going to try some OTC allergy meds so I can start running again.

    My PMS was much easier to deal with when I was running. My mood swings were not as "dramatic". I *need* to run... and SOON!

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  2. You need help?

    Step #1 Stay away from other runners - culprit #1 RF - stay very far away.

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  3. The runner high is just too much to resist isnt it? Thats why Im never even going to try running.....I dont want to become some sicko addict like you:D hahaha Ill continue to use my car to get places;)

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  4. Runners addiction is the weirdest thing. I didn't believe existed until I started running. Now all I think about is when will I be able to get my next run in.

    Thanks alot! I blame YOU!

    Here's to hoping you get back out there very soon!

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  5. Maurisa- I am going to be like a "pusher" . . . you know know you need to run that half-marathon in June!! You can run it with me! I probably will not even be running the whole thing. Between my current injury and, who knows I could be pregnant by June!, I will be taking it easy!

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  6. I'm no help seeing as how I have an aversion to running!

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